Im still unhappy when i woke up.
Ive got a lot of things in my mind.
I thought itll be gone when i sleep it off,
but theres still somthing that stings my heart.
Its painful and i cant rid of it.
I wish i could have my heart numb,
Or atleast make it as yours.
So i wouldnt think much and care just enough,
So i would see things simply without all the dramas,
So i wouldnt be hurt like i was dying inside.
I wish i could bleed it off,
So this gallon of tears would be enough,
To bathe me naked,
And my heart would be frozen from its coldness,
And i will be paralized for quite sometime
Ive lost myself bearing all the guilt.
Ive shed off even that little confidence thats left in me.
Now i have nothing, and worst,
THe only thing that i saved, is my love for you.
Even if its dark, i can still find myself loving you.